Episode 10
In the days that followed, Ruth became a
different person. She was unhappy and didn’t
try to hide this fact. Her prayer life reduced too
and all she could think was that she was stuck
in this marriage. She wasn’t sure she even
loved her husband again. She spent her days
wondering what she was really missing in her
love life even as it related with S£x.
She didn’t think she deserved what she was
getting, not after remaining a virgin all her life
until she met her husband. Seeing those two
make love a few days ago had exposed her to
the fact that she was not getting the best in
S£x. How long would she continue to live like
this? Paul’s presence was simply annoying and
she was finding it difficult to stand him. Why
couldn’t he just give her the best in S£x? Why
couldn’t he make her scream?
She stopped talking freely with him and spoke
to him only when it was necessary.
Paul was worried too. Something was eating his
wife up. She was acting like someone who had
been possessed with evil spirit. He couldn’t
forget how she had acted the last time he made
love to her. She was acting like a LovePeddler or
like a worldly woman. She had shamelessly
asked him to rub her female core like a worldly
lady would do. Christians don’t act that way.
Now she had refused him touching her. What
had he done wrong? Why had she decided to
starve him of S£x? He had somehow liked the
energy she had brought in during their last S£x
even though it had sounded worldly and he
would love to have her again. Why was she
starving him of S£x? What had he done to
deserve such treatment from her?
Ruth had always been such a gentle lady and
had always been homely and well mannered.
S£x had never been an issue between them.
Paul had also noticed a decline in her Christian
life. What was wrong with his wife? He was sure
she was angry with him for something he didn’t
know he had done.
Ruth on the other hand didn’t know why she
was suddenly acting this way. This was not the
first time she had wanted more after S£x with
Paul. Why was she allowing it to get at her this
way? Why was she suddenly letting the devil
have his way with her? Why was she forgetting
her Christian virtues?
She was afraid of the future. Afraid that the
emptiness she felt could make here run mad
soonest. The worst part was that she knew
prayers wouldn’t solve this. The only thing that
could solve this problem was for Paul to step up his
game. She was angry at Paul for not knowing
her problem. How could he not know that he
was not satisfying her sexually? Why couldn’t
he be like their neighbor? Does Christianity
teach that one shouldn’t be much active and
energetic during S£x?
Now she can’t help but stare at her neighbor
whenever she saw him. The memory of his tight
Buttocks and strong legs would come flashing into
her head. She would clearly remember him
giving it to that lady like she had never
imagined.
She would run into the kitchen to have a peep
at him whenever she hears a sound from his
kitchen. She would spend minutes watching
him and wishing he would just make love to
her.
Her Christian virtues entailed that she would
never have a taste of another man all her life.
She would never know what it felt like to have
another man inside her. the young neighbor’s
manhood was a little bigger than Paul’s. She
just wondered how it would feel like.
He had caught her staring at him several times
recently but she didn’t care anymore. The more
she saw him, the more she wanted to have him.
But she knew that she would never do it.
She had always frowned at fornication, how
could she think of committing adultery? The act
was simply abominable and she had seen
women who do it as devils themselves. How
could a married woman sleep with another
man? God forbid.
But why was she suddenly in the situation
where she was lusting after another man?
Again she couldn’t bring herself to talk to Paul
about this. All her life she had never been
opened about her sexuality. She had never
discussed her Sexual life with anyone. How can
she look into Paul’s eyes and tell him she
wanted him to give her more in bed. That
would definitely sound ridiculous.
Paul had already decided he would talk to her
that evening and find out what was wrong with
her.
She went into the room once she had served
him his dinner. Usually she would hang around
and discuss about how the day went with him.
After eating, Paul joined her in the room.
“Can you please talk to me and tell me what is
bothering you?”
Ruth hadn’t expected him to talk to her this
evening. She had not prepared an answer for
him. So she remained silent. She was lying on
the bed.
“Ruth, please talk to me. What wrong have I
done to you?” Paul tried again.
Silence.
“Silence can never solve any problem dear. We
can’t live as man and wife like this forever.
What wrong have I done that cannot be spoken
out?” he came closer and sat on the bed. Why
have you refused to allow me touch you as your
husband?”
Ruth suddenly faced him and looked into his
eyes.
“I am not happy. You have never satisfied me
sexually. You married me a virgin and the least
you can do for me is make me happy when it
comes to love making.”
Paul was very surprised at this revelation. What
in the world is wrong with this woman? “But
you have never complained about this before.
Why is this suddenly an issue now?”
“I am bringing it up now Paul. You have to do
something about it now because I can no
longer bear it. Do something before it is too
late. I just need to know I married a man and
not a woman like me. Make me feel like a
woman for once in my life.”
Paul was short of words. His loving gentle God
fearing wife had just debased him by telling him
the most embarrassing words any woman had
ever told him.
He was so embarrassed that he felt like crying.
Ruth had just stripped him off his manhood.
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